‘Holiday’ Category

  1. Weekend Update

    December 11, 2006 :: 12:57 am

    I got all my holiday shopping done today. I realized mid-morning that today was pretty much my only opportunity to do it, due to various commitments over the next 2 weeks. Not to mention, the closer to the 25th it is, the more doses of crazy get added to retail excursions, and I don’t much like shopping as it is.

    I was out for 6-1/2 hours (insane!) but surprisingly I still had energy when I got home. Perhaps this was due to the fact that I only spent a tiny portion of those 6-1/2 hours at a mall. Malls are their own special version of hell, especially around the holidays.

    Anyway, I had energy enough to bake and decorate sugar cookies for my office holiday party. From scratch, baby. They’re thin and chewy and have peppermint icing. Holy crap, they’re good; as K1 said, “hide-them-from-your-significant-other-good.”

    I had planned also to make pasta with meat sauce, garlic baguette slices, and a spinach salad for dinner, but that is going to wait until tomorrow instead.

    Yesterday we went with Kim, Brittney, and Chris to Six Flags. Like I’ve said before, winter is the only time of the year to go to amusement parks. I was shocked at how many people were there; I’ve never seen a crowd that big during the winter. The lines for some of the rides were really crazy long. I freakin’ love the Titan. The Spongebob 4-D ride was great too (not that I’m a Spongebob fan, but the seats moved and jolted you around in sync with the film and we got SQUIRTED at one point, it was nutty). We had a great time talking and laughing and drinking hot cocoa. I cannot believe that i paid $11 for a slice of pizza and a medium coke. Park food prices are absolutely insane; so is parking ($15).

    Friday night (hey, guess I’m working backwards chronologically with this post) we went to my office’s Level 2 holiday party (the one I am making the cookies for is the Level 3 party — my department; next week is the Level 1 party, hosted by the president of the university) at the division vice president’s house. There were waaaaay too many people there for the size of his house. We made an appearance, ate some appetizers and wine, and then left to go to Times Ten Cellars for a drink and some relaxation (me and Doc, Brittney, Yvonne and Nate, Ben and Chelsea, and Chelsea and Helena). Yvonne had her first glass of wine since she’s been pregnant! (It’s fine to occasionally partake after the 1st trimester). It took her well over an hour to finish that one glass; she says that it’s strange how her body is changing so drastically in response to Le Cheetoh.

    Yesterday I picked up my unrepairable sewing machine from the shop (it only sews backwards now! and sadly, cannot be fixed because they don’t make the 35-year-old parts anymore). I got it into the hatchback of the Prius with no problem, but as I scooted it back against the rear seat, a muscle in my mid-back went **TWINGE**. That crazy painful sharp pain that makes it hard to breathe. I tried to stretch it out a little before I got back in the car, and then when I got home I laid down on the heating pad for several hours. I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to make it to Six Flags later that day or not, but it looks like this time is not nearly as bad as it has been before. I did OK at Six Flags (thanks to my good friend Darvocet) and today I hardly feel it at all. I’ve decided to start doing yoga on my own again. I think that the reason my back has been spasming a lot lately is because I’ve let myself go, strengthwise. Yoga will help strengthen my back and stomach muscles and, hopefully, this won’t happen as much anymore.

    Today was the day of the White Rock Marathon. I did not participate. I feel all kinds of latent Catholic guilt about that, because I said over and over again that I would do it; in fact, I INSISTED that I was going to find a way to complete it despite my stress fracture. I realized, though, as the weeks went by this fall, that it would be a really really dumb thing to try to do. I would probably end up making my injury worse by keeping my training at that level. And even if I didn’t push myself with the training, if I’d tried to run/walk 13 miles today I know I would have re-injured that leg.

    There is always next year. Yvonne says that after she has the baby in May, she’ll want to train for it as well, to get back into shape. I think that it’s a good goal to have and I’m totally supportive of whatever she decides to do, but I also think that she might be so tired from being a mom that she just plain might not have the energy. I plan to train either way, once my leg has a chance to get stronger. I’d like to start training in earnest in March. I hope that’s enough time. We’ll see.


  2. Luck of the Season

    December 4, 2006 :: 9:11 am

    I think that it’s bad luck to step on a candy cane. Wouldn’t you agree?


  3. thanksgiving menu

    November 21, 2006 :: 10:03 am

    Thanksgiving never used to be one of my favorite holidays, but the older I get, the more it approaches favored status. The food itself is not the selling point for me — I’m not a fan of turkey, nor mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, soggy green beans smothered in cream soup, pumpkin pie, pecan pie, or cranberry sauce. But I do like spending time with my family and friends.

    Since my parents moved to the other side of the state a few years ago, we’ve started a tradition of having Christmas at their house and Thanksgiving at our house. And we always invite our friends over as well, a tradition that started well before my parents moved out of town when my mom would generously invite my friends whose families lived out of state and who otherwise might spend the holiday alone.

    This year is probably the last year I’ll get to spend Thanksgiving with my parents; they’re moving out of state next summer. It makes me sad to think about it.

    This year, the menu will be: Doc’s roasted turkey; gravy; dressing with sausage and cranberries; leek and garlic mashed potatoes; balsamic glazed carrots; sauteéd asparagus with garlic and Parmesan cheese; field greens salad with sliced tart apples, spiced pecans, gorgonzola cheese and dried cranberries with balsamic vinaigrette; antipasto salad with cherry tomatoes, fresh mozzarella, and kalamata olives; cranberry sauce; apricot chutney; rosemary rolls; pumpkin tarts; apple cream cheese torte; wine.

    Missing from the menu this year is pizza, which makes me sad because it was on the menu mainly for my brother, who is now living in Boston and can’t be with us. I did send him a “pizza kit” in the mail, to help him feel a little less lonely this year. Also, we are going to try to set up a video chat during dinner so we can eat “together.”


  4. no wire hangers ever!

    October 29, 2006 :: 7:52 pm

    There’s only so much you can do with makeup when you just don’t look a damn thing like the woman in the first place, but I gave it a shot.

    Things I learned at this year’s Halloween party:

    • False eyelashes are itchy (and come off if you laugh so hard you cry) but not having to wear mascara kind of rocks
    • Skin-colored latex works great for making little patches to cover your real eyebrows
    • A costume consisting of polyester clothing covered in baby powder that’s set with hairspray and a plastic wig is really quite flammable
    • Doc is a fantastic sculptor
    • Sure, Leslie likes mayonnaise, but not THAT much
    • Ben brought some of the best salsa I’ve ever tasted
    • I love olive dip
    • You people didn’t eat nearly enough candy
    • All the costumes this year: fantastic!! Not a lame one in the bunch. Even the “Best Costume Clearly Thrown Together At 6:30 This Evening” was quite good!
    • White Elephant costume contest prize selection was a fun method
    • I probably flew my Geek Flag a little too proudly when I recited the whole “Holy Hand Grenade” speech to Arthur, King of the Britons (Mark)

  5. the week’s update

    October 1, 2006 :: 10:09 pm

    I’ve been working on my other website a lot this week so I haven’t had much time to write.

    Last week kinda sucked, between feeling downright awful for several days (bad period) and some crazy shit going on at work involving deadlines and last minute changes and having to say no and things maybe not working right and the possibility of a trivia slideshow to be presented in front of 2500 rich people going down in flames (it didn’t, but it was nervewracking getting there) and talking to managers about lessening the craziness of the crazy shit and just generally being extra crabby.

    It was a bad week for a lot of people that I talked to.

    Also, I barely ran any at all last week; my leg is still not feeling any better. Now it’s doing this thing where if I put any weight on it, it feels like it’s going to buckle! Good times all around. I’m going to try to get back into it this week, maybe run some on the elliptical machine, which I like better than the treadmill and it feels better on my injury.

    I got a slew of new freelance work and billed for quite a bit from September. I feel that the projects are coming at a good pace now. Nothing like the craziness of the book project. That should be printed and might deliver this week (thus the reason I was working on my business website; my URL is printed in the credits).

    We did have a good time out on Saturday night with Kirk, Brittney, and Stan. We ate at a steakhouse and then went to the crazy bowling alley-slash-event and entertainment center. We didn’t do any actual bowling, but played some video games, then went to Steak and Shake for ice cream.

    Thursday night was a lot of fun. It was Doc’s birthday, and I took him to Kostas (Greek food) for dinner. We usually only go there once a year on our anniversary, but I decided to buck tradition. He didn’t know that Lori, Joel, and Valerie were going to be there too. We had some great food, wine, and baklava, and I was really pleased that I was able to treat everyone. It feels nice to do that for my friends on occasion. We stayed at the table until after they had closed, talking and laughing. Lori gave Doc some fun little toys and candies, and we played “Bertie Bott’s Every Flavor Beans Roulette” where we closed our eyes, took a jellybean, and hoped to god it wasn’t the Vomit flavoured one. For the record, I got Earthworm, Doc got Sardine, Valerie got Grass, and Lori got Earwax. Doc voluntarily ate a Dirt flavoured one, and Lori was game and ate Soap and Booger. Joel ate Bacon and declared himself done.

    Doc found an old Hi-8 tape of my trip to New Mexico in 1996 with Kathryn and Ginger. We have two ancient Hi-8 cameras; one of them only plays audio and the other only plays video. I don’t even remember this tape; I’m dying to see what’s on it! I caught a glimpe of my old Honda Accord in one shot. I miss that car!! It had some problems towards the end, but I miss having a manual transmission and I miss having a red car. I might send the tape to a place that will convert it to DVD for a hefty fee.


  6. aimee mann and my 34th birthday

    September 18, 2006 :: 9:32 pm

    I had a pretty good 34th birthday. Doc surprised me with a homemade miniature cake (red velvet and white layers, with cream cheese icing and crushed up cookies in the center) and a big Hello Kitty balloon. The balloon has actually been the source of a very entertaining revelation: Loki is scared to death of balloons, or Hello Kitty, or both. He hid under the bed for two days straight, and hasn’t been downstairs at all until just last night. The experiment that proved my theory left me with numerous cuts on my right hand.

    Saturday night we had a little cookout party, which was a lot of fun. I wish it hadn’t been so hot outside, because I was hoping that we could spend the evening on the patio.

    Sunday was a very different weather situation. I got up early to run around the park, and it was cloudy and low 80s, which was OK for running (humid, but OK). On my second lap, a reddish-brown medium sized dog fell into step beside me and ran with me for the next two miles. He had no collar, and no owner in sight, and he just silently trotted along by my side, only occasionally stopping to sniff at something or to meander out into traffic. I’m sure that people driving by thought I was his careless owner. He didn’t seem to listen when I tried to call him back on to the sidewalk. He stopped and waited for me while I stretched afterwards, then dutifully followed me home. I wouldn’t let him in the gate, and he looked sad, but then moseyed off.

    Later on, I met Yvonne at the Farmer’s Market where we stocked up on fresh vegetables. It’s nice to go with a friend and split the goods, because if you have small families like we do, you often can’t eat the quantities that things come in.

    It stormed all afternoon. We watched television for a while, then napped for a few hours while it rained buckets outside. The temp dropped into the 70s.

    Then that evening, we went to see Aimee Mann do an acoustic show at the Lakewood Theatre. It was a fabulous concert! She played a good mixture of older songs and new ones. She also has really good stage presence and is very entertaining when talking to the audience between songs. Before “Save Me” she said, “Most people know this song from the movie ‘Magnolia.’ But I like to think of it as the one that lost an Oscar to Phil Collins’ cartoon monkey love song.”

    At the end of the show, she said “This is the part of the show where we leave, and you clap, and we come back. Or we can just stay and play some more songs.” And then she took audience requests! And played several songs that they had not rehearsed in a long time and weren’t even sure they could do — I don’t think it was just an act because they did mess up at the beginnings a few times. On Driving Sideways, they told the pianist the first chord, and a few seconds later he asked “Ok, now what’s the second?” I did not shout out any requests, because she did three of my very favorite songs: Wise Up, Red Vines, and Driving Sideways. The only songs that I wish she would have also done were How Am I Different and Satellite. Other songs she performed included You’re With Stupid Now, Invisible Ink, Goodbye Caroline, You Do, Invisible Ink, Little Bombs, and One. There were several others as well which I don’t remember now.

    Two big bonuses: I did not smell like smoke afterwards, and I was not deaf. LOVE the Lakewood Theatre!


  7. i’ve unpacked most of the boxes…

    September 4, 2006 :: 9:34 pm

    SUCCESS! Mostly!

    Something Shiny Disorder is now up and running and I think that most of the links work.

    I’m having a little bit of separation anxiety, like I’ve sent my 5-year-old off to the first day of kindergarten. Some sections that were linked from my old website aren’t linked from here anymore, like my art gallery and my resume. I’m not sure if I’m going to link them or not because the URL of those sites contain my real name.

    In other news, some little crawly beastie went on a feasting rampage up and down both of my arms sometime last night or early this morning. I woke up itching like crazy and I’m covered in little red welts. Or maybe I’m having an allergic reaction to something. It’s really maddening not to scratch. Reminds me of when I had chicken pox, except without all the calamine lotion and fainting.

    It has rained all day today, a slow steady Washington rain. High temp: 74F. Who woulda thought we’d get this little treat in early September? Certainly not before my birthday, which is usually right about the time that we get the first cool front of the fall. I’m disappointed that we had a nonexistent thunderstorm season this year, but it’s good to finally get a soaking rain.

    I’m glad that the rain didn’t start yesterday, because it would have ruined the fireworks show I went to see with Britt and Chris. It’s always fun to watch shiny things explode in the sky. I love the sparkly crackly ones. This show had a couple of blue fireworks. Not bluish-purple, which are also pretty, but straight-up blue, which I haven’t seen before.


  8. the first fireworks show

    July 2, 2006 :: 9:18 pm

    Brittney and I watched the Fair Park fireworks show tonight. The weather was unusually temperate for July in Texas – my weather widget says 85 right now, an hour after the show began, but it didn’t feel that warm. We staked out a choice spot on the Buckner/Peavy hill, and while the show was kind of far away, we had a completely unobstructed view of downtown, the lake, and the display. Big bonus: There were maybe 100 people total at our spot, so we had no problem whatsoever with traffic.

    Afterwards we walked over to a little playground that probably dates from the 1950s or 1960s, and sat on the teeter-totter for a while (or “see-saw” if you prefer). It was solid metal, built out of pipes. It had been painted many times over and the paint had flaked off into different layers. The seats were just metal rectangles and they weren’t so kind to grown-up thighs. Note to self: wear jeans. Note to Brittney: maybe not a miniskirt next time. Good thing it was dark!

    And just for amusement’s sake, here is a photo of my crazy Martini. Check out that insane look in her eyes. She loves crawling underneath blankets and poking her head out.


  9. who’s shooting first?

    February 15, 2006 :: 1:34 pm

    Best. Valentines. Day. Card. Ever.


  10. christmas in seattle

    January 2, 2006 :: 10:52 am

    we spent a week in seattle over christmas, visiting mike and vanessa, and arushi and shyamal. the family didn’t do too many presents this year, which was great (from both a we-don’t-want-material-things-to-clutter-up-our-lives standpoint, as well as a travelling-on-a-plane-with-gifts-sucks standpoint). before we left, though, doc and i exchanged gifts. he gave me some more beautiful glass tree ornaments, a panini maker (which we’ve used almost every single day), the book “wicked,” some kitchen implements, balsamic vinegar, some invader zim toys featuring gir (including tacos, pig, and squeezy moose). i gave him some fancy mustards and chocolates, a leather jacket to replace his worn out one, and some MOMA italian leather shoes to replace his worn out pair.

    christmas day was really fantastic. mom and vanessa and i spent most of the day cooking in her beautiful kitchen, complete with granite countertops, deep stainless sink, and 6-burner double-oven viking range. we made turkey breast, ham, 2 kinds of mashed potatoes (smoked gouda and chive, and horseradish), green beans with tomatoes, lemon, and balsamic vinegar, green salad, spicy cornbread dressing, tomato and kalamata olive tarts, wild mushroom tarts, cinnamon ice cream, apple cheesecake torte… and probably some other stuff that i’m forgetting.

    we didn’t have much of an agenda while we were there, so we had a lot of time to sleep and relax, which is really a lot of the point of vacation. we saw a movie (“narnia”), hung out with arushi and shyamal and had dinner at their place one night, saw john and sue as well as reed, lisa, and their little boy (whom i have never met; in fact i have not seen reed since he got married in… 1997 maybe?) (and let me just say that the richardsons seem to have gotten all the energy in the family… they were only over for like an hour and i was exhausted by the end of it!).

    we also went skiing one day, where i concluded that i am just not cut out for winter sports. the forward-leaning position that you have to have while on skis made my calf muscles tighten and burn so badly that i only lasted about an hour and 15 minutes of my 2 hour group skiing lesson (taught by a 14 year old… sigh) before i had to sneak away and sit down. i couldn’t stand it any more. it wasn’t as bad while i was moving, but much of the lesson consisted of standing there listening or practicing leaning this way or that, which made the pain unbearable. doc had much the same problem with leg cramps during his snowboarding lesson, but we seemed to be the only ones at the entire place having these problems. of course, we appeared to be older than most people there and possibly not in shape… or at least not in the right kind of shape for this type of sport.

    so skiing is not my thing, and as we learned in 2004, neither is snowboarding. snow tubing is much more my style — especially the face-forward kind.

    i had a lot better time sitting in the lodge with doc and my mom, drinking hot irish cocoa. (when i say “lodge” you probably get a mental image of a wood paneled room with a roaring fire and comfy chairs… ha! try instead a college bar atmosphere with wet beer stained carpets and prepackaged nachos and other “snacks” at a cafeteria style counter).

    poor shyamal hurt his arm pretty badly on his last run down the mountain (he and arushi went a couple of weeks ago and had fun, so they came with us this time too and apparently are much better at it than us). he somehow yanked his arm backwards in its socket while holding on to a stuck ski pole. he didn’t think it was broken or torn, just badly pulled. i need to call and see if he’s ok now, actually.

    just a few days before we came home, an alaska airlines plane leaving seattle (much like the one we flew) tore a hole in its fuselage shortly after takeoff, apparently because a baggage handler ran a cart into the side of the plane and didn’t report it. i am glad that i did not hear about that until after i got home. i’m a nervous flyer anyway and that would not have helped.


  11. christmas commercialism, take 2 (final)

    December 11, 2005 :: 11:11 pm

    today i had more success at finishing my shopping than yesterday. i located and purchased the one remaining xmas gift for doc — the one in whose pursuit i had the “bitch experience” at town east mall last night and i think that i also forgot to mention that the traffic was so terrible (like dorothy parker said “this was fancy terrible. this was terrible with raisins”) that it took me about 55 minutes to get out of the mall parking lot and home, which is only about six miles total — at the dallas galleria, and although i was dreading driving over there and trying to park and navigate through the hordes of rich folks, it was surprisingly calm for two weeks before christmas.

    (boy howdy, that was one hell of a run-on sentence!)

    the salesdrones at the galleria kiosks have apparently been instructed to snag passersby by any means necessary to bolster their holiday sales. they were very agressive, almost uniformly so. a woman at a skin care products kiosk stepped in front of me as i was walking past and said, “ma’am, can i ask you a question about your skin?” in a way that made it clear that my skin was dry, alligator-like, ugly, blemished, and in desperate need of the kind of help that only her $180 sea weasel placenta sugar scrub could rectify. a dude at a jewelry kiosk (ugly jewelry, at that) accosted me and tried to grab my upper arm while intoning in a low voice “i have something very special to show you, miss.” yeah, i bet you say that to all the girls.

    what do you say to these people? it’s not in my nature to be rude and ignore them. i think i usually say something like “no thanks” or “not today” while making eye contact, smiling briefly, and most importantly, walking on by without stopping. i’m not a fan of aggressive sales tactics. in fact, it generally has the opposite effect on me than what they intend — i resolve NOT to buy anything from a pushy salesperson.

    i learned my lesson last christmas when the guy at the cinnamon almond stand suckered me into buying some almonds. i mean, they were tasty, but not $25 per pound tasty. i was probably his first customer of the day, and i think i fell prey to his winning smile, cute foreign accent, metrosexual shoes, and the free samples. i know better now.

    i had a great lunch with kathryn, and spent some time catching up with her. it sucks that she lives in the far reaches of what might not even be considered “the metroplex” anymore… although i know she loves it out there. damn her and her ability to see stars at night!

    she and i went to another place where i thought there might be an off chance that i could find one other particular thing for doc for christmas, and surprisingly enough, i had some success there too. i didn’t find what i came in to get, but i found something else that i think he’ll like. and if not, it’s exchangeable. :)

    then we went over to the downtown neiman markus to look at their christmas window displays. their theme this year is, apparently, either Attack of the One Billion Killer Butterflies, or Holiday in the Trailer. they had these odd full-size representations of airstream and other style trailers throughout the store, made of plexiglass, with really expensive crap displayed inside. one of the mannekins inside a trailer had hair that looks like mine when i blow dry it.

    giant strands of gold and green butterflies hung down from the ceiling throughout most of the first floor. oh, also the elevator bank, which was probably thirty feet long and maybe twenty in height, was completely swathed in big gold sequins. you know how sometimes you’ll see a sparkletts water truck on the road, and it’s got that wacky thing on the back made of hundreds of silvery hanging tiles that flap around with the movement of the truck, which i guess is supposed to make it look like shimmering water? this is what the elevators looked like, except in gold.

    so all in all, totally ostentatious.

    maybe all i need to do is blow dry my hair and wear something with metallic sequins to make people think i’m fancy.

    i got some great laughs from looking at the price tags on things. i mean… shit, i could make two house payments or buy a ragged yellow and white tweed cardigan.

    oddly enough, i didn’t get the feeling from any of the salespeople that (like valerie said the other day) i clearly did not belong in their store. i had on levi’s 501s and a pink cardigan over a green “where the wild things are” tee shirt, and riverdancing shoes. in otherwords, they don’t sell anything i was wearing at neiman’s. yet i didn’t get “the look” from anyone. maybe they’re desperate for sales. who knows.


  12. cock and bull

    December 10, 2005 :: 10:37 pm

    we had a great time out last night. first off, we went to a little early evening holiday party at my company’s VP’s house. it was funny how most people, rather than mingling, stood and talked to their immediate co-workers. me included, of course. i’m not that outgoing. i have to say that the mashed potato bar rocked. i’d never thought of serving mashed potatoes in martini glasses and letting people top them with things like pesto, mushrooms, cheese, sun dried tomatoes, etc. the VP’s house is quite nice. quite large. quite the cool wide-plank hardwood floors and all stainless viking appliances in the kitchen.

    after an hour or so, doc and i, brittney, yvonne and nate, and ben and his wife chelsea went over to the cock and bull pub in lakewood for a drink. i had SO much fun!! chelsea and brittney are both like four feet something tall and veeeeery outgoing. like two peas in a pod. she might even be perkier than brittney. ben is my supervisor but he’s a lot of fun to hang out with socially. he and chelsea left after a while but the rest of us stayed for a couple of hours. i like that place. not terribly loud, not smoky enough to make me want to immediately leave, nice colors on the walls, small, not full of college frat boys, and good happy hour prices. doc said that the hamburger he ordered was the best he’s had in recent memory. then he and nate started talking about all the good burger places in town. we resolved to try keller’s, if only for the cheezy drive-in classic car factor. i can’t even remember what all we talked about but after a while i started to get a headache — i blamed it on the smoke but what i didn’t want to admit (for whatever reason) was that the headache was from laughing so hard and my face constantly having a smile plastered on it. it started to hurt after a while! how dumbass is that!!

    doc’s two belhavens put him over the cluster edge; at the time he said it would be worth it to have a drink (24 hours later and the headache’s still going… now he’s rethinking the wisdom of that plan). we had talked about going back to yvonne and nate’s house to play board games and have more drinks and snacks, but we decided to go home instead. maybe next time.

    i really like yvonne and nate, and i’m glad to be making new friends. not that there’s anything wrong with my old friends!! i don’t see them nearly enough, and i miss them. but as i said before, i’m not very outgoing and don’t make friends easily. i also tend to assume that all strangers are completely unlike me and are not the type of people that i would want to be friends with. until, of course, i meet someone under circumstances where i am able to slowly get to know them (like work, say) and my preconceived notions unravel. maybe it’s from living in texas which is full of right wing religious republican SUV-driving gay-hating yokels (ranging in looks from cowboy to highland park mom), and me being a left wing atheist/agnostic liberal tree-hugging gay-loving person, i tend to assume that there are very few people like me, and what are the odds that i’ll meet another one.

    i oughta give strangers more credit, but somehow i just can’t. i guess it’s closed-minded of me to assume that. maybe i should work on it harder.

    so today i tried to bust a move and get all my holiday shopping done. i nearly succeeded; i just need to get one more item from doc and i have to go to another location of the store i was at to find it. i spent about seven and a half hours shopping today. it was kind of a nightmare. i hate crowds, traffic, shopping, and people. i hate malls especially. do not, under any circumstances, go near town east mall this time of year. i held the door open for a woman who was exiting dillards, and got called a bitch for my trouble. i was going in the same door she was coming out of, and i stepped back and caught the edge of the door for her. did she think i was in her face or something? whatever. even though she was mean to me, i decided to be extra nice to other people while i was at the mall instead of taking it out by being rude to other people. building up extra karma points or something.